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1. |
Being The Mask
04:41
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the monster isn't in your head, it's that person in your bed,
with their face and their description,
no, that person isn't me, I'm imprisoned, can't you see
Never freedom I am bound by your heartstrings,
is a person ever good enough?
is there anywhere that's "happy home"?
acting erases everything,
no one remembers who they really are,
Can you remember who you really are?
it's falling rain,
pouring, pouring from your face,
i'm turned around, I'm turned around,
by pouring rain,
i'm falling falling from your grace,
You turned around, you turned around,
Can you remember who you really are?
ba-ba-ba being the mask,
ba-ba-ba being the mask,
ba-ba-ba being the mask,
ba-ba-ba being the mask,
i was looking for something to change,
i was hoping for something to fix,
that emptiness inside,
i was looking for someone to love,
i was looking for someone to fix,
i didn't mean to ever lie,
But i did,
bridge
it's falling rain,
pouring, pouring from your face,
i'm turned around, i'm turned around,
by pouring rain,
i'm falling falling from your grace,
you turned around, you turned around,
Can you ever know yourself?
or is it all pretend?
what if I cannot tell?
i guess it doesn't matter anyway,
this life is all a game,
that no one asked to play,
so do the things we want,
then turn the system off,
i'm tired of being the mask,
aren't you tired of being the mask?
i am never gonna have to pretend,
that i am happy ever after again,
i'm so tired of being the mask,
aren't you tired of being the mask?
you are never gonna have to pretend,
that you are happy ever after again,
it's falling rain,
pouring, pouring from your face,
i'm turned around, i'm turned around,
by pouring rain,
i'm falling falling from your grace,
you turned around, you turned around,
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2. |
Weaponize Your Tears
05:22
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healing,
no bleeding for a faker's sake,
there's nothing left to do now,
stop that pain.
liars,
liars say such pretty things,
tell them to sing their siren songs,
for someone else,
what did they do to you,
sweet little girl,
breaking your heart until
they find someone else,
you should give them hell,
weaponize your tears, "it's what i do, it's what i do"
i want to taste your fears, "unholy honey"
we can dance, we can dance til the sun explodes,
break my heart again, "it's what i do, it's what i do"
i will let you in, "it's what i do, it's what i do"
i want to taste your sin, "unholy honey"
we can dance, we can dance til the sun explodes,
this will never end, "it's what i do, it's what i do"
lovely, watch out for lonely eyes
there are some that will tell you lies
to keep you close
fleeting,
pain is a fleeting thing,
so leave no stone unturned,
to right this wrong,
What did they do to you,
sweet little boy,
breaking your heart until
they find someone else,
you should give them hell,
weaponize your tears, "it's what i do, it's what i do"
i want to taste your fears, "unholy honey"
we can dance, we can dance til the sun explodes,
break my heart again, "it's what i do, it's what i do"
i will let you in, "it's what i do, it's what i do"
i want to taste your sin, "unholy honey"
we can dance, we can dance til the sun explodes,
this will never end, "it's what i do, it's what i do"
make your mark,
set them down like you wanted to,
this is not the end,
you won't play pretend,
the games they play won't work on you,
weaponize your tears, "it's what i do, it's what i do"
i want to taste your fears, "unholy honey"
we can dance, we can dance til the sun explodes,
break my heart again, "it's what i do, it's what i do"
i will let you in, "it's what i do, it's what i do"
i want to taste your sin, "unholy honey"
we can dance, we can dance til the sun explodes,
this will never end, "it's what i do, it's what i do"
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3. |
Cry Your Heart Out
05:24
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i won't pretend that i've not been struggling with everything,
i feel the end of days, so i'm taking all my medicine, properly,
i spoke too soon, and now i'm running out of i o u's,
at the end of the night, i'm tired of being so very tired,
i've sang a song like this before, with different words and melody,
a little bit of vuja de, a familiar unfamiliar thing,
i won't give em up, my dreams, and all the troubles they may bring,
i won't always be, around, sometimes i'm lost and can't be found, yeah,
tears to heal a broken heart
so go ahead and cry your heart out,
your pain is real for you and me, i mean it,
i'll go ahead and cry my heart out,
we'll share the darkness underneath, if you need it,
tears to heal a broken heart
i can hold your hand,
and press restart,
try to love the man,
that i might become,
if it's the end of you,
and there's nothing that i can do,
i can watch, and say,
that everything will be okay, even though its not'
i've sang a song like this before, with different words and melody,
a little bit of vuja de, a familiar unfamiliar thing,
i won't give it up, my dreams, and all the troubles that they may bring,
you won't always be, around, you're lost and can't be found, yeah,
tears to heal a broken heart
so go ahead and cry your heart out,
your pain is real for you and me, i mean it,
i'll go ahead and cry my heart out,
we'll share the darkness underneath, if you need it,
bridge
better days, that i'm still waiting on,
if they don't come, it's fine,
i didn't need em anyway,
i can make my own,
it's true,
a better plan could never pull through,
a darkened night, that's mine,
where everything will be alright,
i made a map, i marked the spot,
that hides a gift, a song of life,
interlude
i don't know why,
there's love in everything i feel, now
hold me close, don't let go,
how it hurts,
to be this honest, with ourselves,
so go ahead and cry your heart out,
your pain is real for you and me, i mean it,
i'll go ahead and cry my heart out,
we'll share the darkness underneath, if you need it,
i can't pretend that i'm not struggling with everything,
a little bit of vuja de, a familiar unfamiliar thing,
so go ahead and cry your heart out,
your pain is real for you and me, i mean it,
i'll go ahead and cry my heart out,
we'll share the darkness underneath, i need it,
i need it, i need it,
for when everything falls apart,
i need it,
for when everything falls apart,
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4. |
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don't want to fight myself today,
"i'll be losing either way"
honey coat the pain and sing away
"happy feeling everyday
reality is,
i'm standing on a sinking ship
and there's no one to save me
from myself
negative thoughts,
telling me i'm not good enough
i know it's a lie
yet i comply
goals, maybe i won't fall apart today
i'll have the strength to give you a call
but won't leave a message after the beep
goals, maybe i'll get out of bed today
and i can make my way down to the store
oh no i guess i'll stay right here.
reality is,
i'm standing on a sinking ship
and there's no one to save me
from myself
i think i'm losing all my friends
they must be sick of me again,
this life can feel like a joke,
dirty mirrors cheap tricks and the smoke from the kitchen
tells me something is on fire
negative thoughts,
telling me i'm not good enough
i know it's a lie
negative thoughts
goals, maybe i won't fall apart today
i'll have the strength to give you a call
but won't leave a message after the beep
goals, maybe i'll get out of bed today
and i can make my way down to the store
oh no i guess i'll stay right here.
goals, maybe i won't self sabotage,
and i can finally do something i want
oh no someone set us up the bomb, for great justice
somehow i will get through this,
though i lack thought control,
i look for good feelings and wonder
where did they go? i don't know
somedays can feel empty,
but you still have your soul
so don't give up you know we can't give up
i'm here for you
somehow i will get through this
you will get through this too,
we all live in a different shade of blue
life can be so heartbreaking,
it can be healing too
so don't give up
you know we can't give up
i'm here for you
somehow i will get through this
you will get through this too,
we all live in a different shade of blue
life can be so heartbreaking,
it can be healing too
so don't give up
you know we can't give up
i'm here for you
negative thoughts,
telling me i'm not good enough
i know it's a lie
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5. |
Happy (Unhappy)
03:56
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it was nice to know you,
with a sad goodbye
all i wanted was to hold you,
to be lost in your eyes,
such a lovely sight,
won't you hold me tight?
can i keep my dreams
when i'm out of fight?
does it all go dark
when i close my eyes
i don't think
i can handle much more of this.
i want to be the one to lift you up
with all those happy thoughts,
that make you feel happy,
i didn't want to be the one
to break your heart, now that your gone,
i'm happy unhappy,
"you are pure evil,
do you know what you have done?"
i say "silence is evil."
fill the room with ticking clocks,
will my love machine,
ever cease to be
when i see your face,
the hurt is erased,
wonder what i'll dream,
does a dark light mean
i might not dream
of anything?
scars will start to fade,
live to see another grave, of someone that i loved,
miles and miles of broken pavement, i'll walk along,
a path that does not, and could not lead to you,
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i'm digging the earth
hands reached into your chest
i'm after your heart
won't stop til i get it,
it's the only thing i want. "it's what i want"
got lost in the flowers,
nothing can be as sweet as having your heart
won't stop til i get it,
it's the only thing that i want. "it's what i want"
chorus
nothing to say
you got away with all your words
your tongue is sweet
i'm drowning in the saccharin
my love is yours
you got away with all your words
oh how it hurts
how did you walk away from
everything, the stars in the sky
was everything you said just a lie?
a getaway?
verse 2
*vocals start after the funk*
this song's for you,
the sands of time can wait,
i'm after your heart,
won't stop til i get it,
it's the only thing that i want. "it's what i want"
i'll climb every mountain,
sail every sea unsearched,
i'm after your heart,
won't stop til i get it,
it's the only thing that i want. "it's what i want"
i'm burning all my love in search of you,
the candle of my soul is burning blue,
nothing to say
you got away with all your words
your tongue is sweet
i'm drowning in the saccharin
my love is yours
you got away with all your words
oh how it hurts
how did you walk away from
everything, the stars in the sky
was everything you said just a lie?
a getaway?
i, will burn for you
will you give me my dream come true,
i've seen every city and dug all the graves
but i'd rather be your lover in a world unsaved
nothing to say
you got away with all your words
your tongue is sweet
i'm drowning in the saccharin
my love is yours
you got away with all your words
oh how it hurts
how did you walk away from
everything, the stars in the sky
was everything you said just a lie?
a getaway?
final verse same as verse 1 but it fades out
i'm digging the earth
hands reached into your chest
i'm after your heart
won't stop til i get it,
it's the only thing i want. "it's what i want"
got lost in the flowers,
nothing can be as sweet as having your heart
won't stop til i get it,
it's the only thing that i want. "it's what i want"
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7. |
Moral Compass
04:48
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x days until the funeral
a pastor lies for the hope on top, yeah
i'm a spray-paint cigarette, lit
pulling truth from the mask with the egg white tint
faking shock at the loss,
who could predict this predictable ending?
i could never make it up, pour the wine into the cup,
darker red than the blood from the paintbrush,
if you can't forget me now,
you never will forget,
i'm something that you're not,
with a face that can be wiped off,
close your eyes, you're a doll,
catch you smiling when the teardrops fall,
i'm something that you're not,
you were broken from the god damn start,
moral compass is the end,
watch the way the magnet makes it spin,
i was feeling quite -spoken->redacted,
knowing how to stay alive is vital,
in the forest flying kites,
and you'll never know the reason why,
hurts more when you know,
i'd would rather that you don't,
i will share my little secret,
i know a way that we can make this pain more fun,
i was smiling when i sang this,
knowing that i made you wait,
a chaotic moral compass,
is not afraid to say, it likes the feel of pain,
prechorus
if you can't forget me now,
you never will forget.
i'm something that you're not,
with a face that can be wiped off,
close your eyes, you're a doll,
catch you smiling when the teardrops fall,
i'm something that you're not,
you were broken from the god damn start,
moral compass is the end,
watch the way the magnet makes it spin,
can you ever stop and trust yourself?
do you even know it's the end?
will you keep on pulling the strings,
of those that love you?
does it make you feel sick inside,
to think of all the things that you hide,
did you ever feel a single thing?
i sure hope so,
you're something i am not,
with a face that can be wiped off,
did you ever feel a single thing?
i sure hope so,
i'm something that you're not,
with a face that can be wiped off,
i'm something that you're not,
with a face that can be wiped off,
i'm something that you're not,
with a face that can be wiped off,
close your eyes, you're a doll,
catch you smiling when the teardrops fall,
i'm something that you're not,
you were broken from the god damn start,
moral compass is the end,
watch the magnet make it spin
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8. |
Walk It Off, Atlus
05:06
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i've been too hard, on me and myself,
"get back up swinging, get back up swinging"
i'm done being wronged by me and myself,
"get back up swinging, get back up swinging" again
i can carry the world i'm strong enough,
my hurt has trained me well,
i never thought that i would get this far
when i get to the end i'll go and walk it off
a wound we carry and it never heals,
it's the hurt of the world we're forced to walk it off
there's nothing left of me my will is gone,
but i know how it ends i'll go and walk it off
if i can never truly heal your heart
what a twist to the end i'll never walk it off
i'll never walk it off
take your time take your time, til your footing is found
"get back up swinging, get back up swinging"
fight it off fight it off all your doubters were wrong, about you
"get back up swinging, get back up swinging"
you can carry the world you're strong enough,
my hurt has trained me well,
i never thought that i would get this far
when i get to the end i'll go and walk it off
a wound we carry and it never heals,
it's the hurt of the world we're forced to walk it off
there's nothing left of me my will is gone,
but i know how it ends i'll go and walk it off
if i can never truly heal your heart
what a twist to the end i'll never walk it off
i'll never walk it off,
i'll never walk it off,
if i could never truly heal your heart
what a twist to the game i'll never walk it off
you could set it down if you wanted to
you can walk away from all of this,
if you want to,
you can start it over again,
i never thought that i would get this far
when i get to the end i'll go and walk it off
a wound we carry and it never heals,
it's the hurt of the world we're forced to walk it off
there's nothing left of me my will is gone,
but i know how it ends i'll go and walk it off
if i can never truly heal your heart
what a twist to the end i'll never walk it off
i'll never walk it off,
i'll never walk it off,
if i could never truly heal your heart
what a twist to the game i'll never walk it off
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9. |
The Pledge
04:28
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better days are waiting for me,
there's a star in the sky that's always shining for you
open eyes will seek out the truth
there's a star in the sky that's always shining for you
they were wrong,
we are still standing,
there's nothing left
to put my fire out
no giving up,
enough is never enough,
i pledge i will not give up,
until my journey is done,
i carry hope in my head,
and all my love in my hands
enough is never enough,
so i will do what I want,
so I say no giving up,
we know enough is enough,
i pledge I will not give up,
until my journey is done,
so i say
they were wrong
we are still standing
harder days are waiting for me
doesn't mean I concede
or that i'm out of belief
cus
better days are waiting for me
peace of mind in due time
i'm gonna find some relief
there's a miracle in all that see
life is beautiful
that is what i believe
no giving up,
enough is never enough,
i pledge i will not give up,
until my journey is done,
i carry hope in my head,
and all my love in my hands
enough is never enough,
so i will do what I want,
so i say no giving up,
we know enough is enough,
i pledge I will not give up,
until my journey is done,
carry the world on our backs,
to make a reason to be,
and we will plant you a tree,
so all the creatures can breath,
so I say,
let's make something new to remember
we've seen the end and came back again
you anger spoke with the mirror
broken
time and time again
i forget
something new to remember
time and time again
i forget
something new to remember
they were wrong
we are still standing
there's nothing left
to put my fire out
no giving up,
enough is never enough,
i pledge i will not give up,
until my journey is done,
i carry hope in my head,
and all my love in my hands
enough is never enough,
so i will do what I want,
so i say no giving up,
we know enough is enough,
i pledge I will not give up,
until my journey is done,
carry the world on our backs,
to make a reason to be,
and we will plant you a tree,
so all the creatures can breath,
so I say,
better days are waiting for me
life is beautiful
and you are the proof
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10. |
She's Marijuana
04:41
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she had a smile that conveyed
you're now in danger
that meant to me i found a friend,
yeah
i liked to watch her set the world on fire,
i put it out when she was done,
oh she's turning you on, and off, then on,
she's not even thinking about it,
she's smoking like she's marijuana
she blew the smoke between her teeth,
she stole the car because she wanna,
forcing the friction in your jeans,
she dressed for murder in the daytime,
vodka drinker
she even said she'll drink it hot,
yeah
i seen her hunting pray,
i was fighting til the day
she grabbed my hair
and pushed me into the car,
oh she's turning you on, and off, then on,
she's not even thinking about it,
the radio's on, she's on, but underskirt,
nothing was there but her.
she's smoking like she's marijuana
she blew the smoke between her teeth,
she stole the car because she wanna,
forcing the friction in your jeans,
there's a girl i know
she hid drugs inside her locker,
and every time i saw her
she'd bite me on my collar,
there's a girl i know
thinks "wants" the same as need"
she had me on my knees
she's busy as a bee
so she left
she's smoking like she's marijuana
she blew the smoke between her teeth,
she stole the car because she wanna,
forcing the friction in your jeans,
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i'm doing all that i can
to get on by
i'm not the only one
how did you fit all the pain
in a world so small?
are you human at all?
you will carry the load,
but when they find you
won't be enough for them
how did you fit all the world
in a heart so small?
it won't feel human at all,
because
i am the human machine
hinnagami
i didn't want this at all
i never did
i wanted to save the world,
"that's broken"
i should have saved myself,
how could i forget?
i'm clocked out again,
they spent all my time,
i'm not the only one,
eyes locked on the clock,
oh how time flies,
when it is thrown at the wall,
they will bury us all,
but when they find you,
aren't you the lucky one?
your promotion was due,
in a box so small,
you were dust after all,
to them,
i am the human machine
hinnagami
i didn't want this at all
i never did
i wanted to save the world,
"that's broken"
i should have saved myself,
how could i forget?
i am the human machine
"i'm not the only one"
i wanted to save the world,
"that's broken"
i should have saved myself,
how could i forget?
i sit inside this box,
four sides a bottom and top,
the management decrees,
we need more output,
i wish the time would stop,
can i ever finish enough?
will the management decree
"no more output"?
a bird will sing it's song,
the wind will sing along,
and i will hold my tongue,
no more output,
i am the human machine
hinnagami
i didn't want this at all
i never did
i wanted to save the world,
"that's broken"
i should have saved myself,
how could i forget?
i am the human machine
hinnagami
i didn't want this at all
i never did
i wanted to save the world,
"that's broken"
i should have saved myself,
how could i forget?
i should have saved myself,
how could i forget?
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